GrewUpAScrewUp13

Scratching brilliant red down my chest and stomach. It’s so addictive. I don’t stop until the skins under my nails and the scratches turn raw, blood pricking the surface. Guilty. Gulping down glasses of water, stretching my stomach and heaving up today’s food in the already filthy toilet. Can’t stop, even when I got to where I wanted. Guilty. Yanking out multi-colored strands of hair and wrapping them around my finger tight, until it turns purple. Helps my headaches, I get them a lot. Guilty. Bringing a flame to the green, inhaling the spicy smoke and keeping it in my lungs until I let it flow from my nose, holding in